Not because most women I admire are thin ... maybe it's all the hype that has filled my mind with images of smiling women and ultra-thin to make everyone around him laughed ... or maybe the millions of comments that have launched my parents on women "fat" as: ohhh! look at the neighbor! after he had his baby has risen as a thousand tons! wowowow! he looks horrible! ... or my father saying: Laura you gained weight? ... you see (with a face of disgust) ... Home gyms because your mommy?. It is ridiculous that a year later looking
ARE guilty of my illness, when it is obvious that everyone is guilty ... while I alone am guilty. & nbsp; now weigh 10 kilos less than I weighed my 13 years and my family (those who know of my illness) say relieved that I have recovered, but in my mind, I know it is not so Many days I wake up wanting to lie to my mom and catch the sneak breakfast breads and stuff them in my bag I go to school, then at 12 days call and say that I'll be studying for a part in the house of a friend and have lunch there, and instead stay alone in the library studying, I came home late and lock myself in my room so my mom does not see his face when I say .. . mami no quiet and ate out. It feels terrible, it feels l
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